it's been a little over a year since the GDC. after facing the reality for the first time, i've been trying to go forward as much as i could. how far have i gotten since then? when i look back the distance traveled is so short. feels like i haven't made any progress.. feeling like blindly running forward yet actually having to have moved so little is a bit disappointing..
i've had so much i wanted to do in this past year.. i've given myself 2 years to complete a portfolio, will i be able to do it? distractions sure are scary. i am nowhere close to the amount of painting i've promised myself to have completed.
thinking, "i'm in no hurry" was a right thing in terms of trying to perfect my skill set. but as far as the attitude towards my dreams/goal, it's a very poor choice of mentality. i feel the need for a shift in gear.
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